Waking up

U always tould me that it was real
that it was something we could fight for
that would be wonderfull
that nothing or no one could destroyed it
that could be a dream
But in the end none of that was real
u where just faking
u where just lying
u where just making fun of me
u where just playing with my fellings
the dream had become a nightmare


And i start to stop caring
i started to think on 1 thing
i wanted to leave this world for good
i wanted to end this nightmare
i wanted to get rid of myself
Then i only saw 1 solution for this problems
i start to mutulate myself
i strat thinking of suicide
i strat thinking why am i here
i start thiking of a way to say godbey
my life was that


If u are reading this im problaly dead
If im alive is because u are importante enough to me that i didnt kill myself